I last saw Uncle Bill about a year and a half ago. I
had driven down for the funeral of another uncle, and took the time to look in
on Uncle Bill at the seniors’ residence where he lived. As we talked, he
referred to himself as the last of the Mohicans, because his brother’s death
meant that he had no siblings left.
William Graham was born in the 1920s in Ontario. He
was the third of what would become six children – one girl, followed by five
boys – and was the quietest of the group. Even as a child, I was aware of how
lively some of my relatives could be. Uncle Bill was, to me, an oasis of calm
and I loved him for it.
Bill Graham was not a morning person. Actually,
that’s putting it rather mildly. My father told me that, when their parents
would call the kids down for breakfast, Bill would call back “I’m up”, but he
was still in bed. Finally, my grandmother had had enough. One morning when
Uncle Bill was giving his standard response, Grandma Graham dumped cold water
on him – yes, in bed. Amounts vary from a glassful to a bucketful, depending on
who was telling the story.
When my parents were dating, my father invited my
mother to dinner with his family. As is usual in these situations, he gave her
a rundown of what to expect. According to my mother, Dad said “Don’t expect
more than two comments from Bill, and those will be ‘hello’ and ‘good bye’.” At
the table, my grandmother seated my mother between herself and Bill – who
surprised everyone by chatting, quite happily, with my mother through the whole
meal.
I’ve been told that, when my parents were attending
a cousin’s graduation (and I was just a toddler), they left me with Uncle Bill
for the afternoon. Apparently, small children are somewhat unpredictable when
faced with people they may not know or remember, but we got on famously. This was the beginning of our close relationship.
When I got my ears pierced at 16, my parents drove me to
Uncle Bill’s to buy my first earrings at his store in Pembroke. Choosing plain
gold studs for day wear was easy but, for my second pair, I was torn between a
pair of dangly earrings with red stones and a pair of semi-dangly ones with
green stones. We were on our way back to Ottawa when I opened the bag to gaze
on my treasures. Uncle Bill had put three pairs in the bag by mistake! I told my
parents that we had to go back and return the third pair, and they laughed at
my assumption. My mother told me she saw him put all three in the bag. When she
went to speak, he had winked at her. I still treasure those earrings – all the
more so, now that he’s gone.
He was known in the family as “the late Bill
Graham”, because he never seemed to arrive anywhere on time. Somewhere along
the way, I realised that it was intentional on his part. By the time he showed
up, most of the other people had already left. We could sit and talk quietly and
without interruptions – remember that oasis of calm I mentioned earlier?
A few years after this realisation, I stumbled
across the Myers-Briggs personality test. As I learned more about the various
attributes, I realised that Uncle Bill was an introvert – unlike the rest of
his family who became very unhappy without other people around them. It must
have been difficult to find time for himself when, all around him, his siblings
would be exhorting him to go out, go to parties, etc.
Later, I discovered Dr. Elaine Aron’s book, The Highly
Sensitive Person. According to her, the Highly Sensitive Person (HSP) simply has
a sensitive nervous system. “It means you are aware of subtleties in your
surroundings, a great advantage in many situations. It also means you are more
easily overwhelmed when you have been out in a highly stimulating environment
for too long, bombarded by sights and sounds until you are exhausted.”
Some people reading this might think that I
shouldn’t be analysing family members. Perhaps they're right. However, having read the book, and
remembering our conversations on a wide variety of topics over the years, I’ve
come to the conclusion that, not only was Uncle Bill an introvert, he was
probably an HSP, too. He was not enamoured of loud noises and bright lights –
especially for extended periods of time – and avoided conflict whenever
possible.
I could empathise. When faced with conflict, I tend
to duck and run. It’s rare for me to stand up for myself, although not as rare
as it once was. Maybe this was what drew us together – the introversion,
sensitivity, and a similar sense of humour – kindred spirits.
Yes, Uncle Bill was my favourite uncle, in a group
of excellent ones. I shall miss him.